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been a while [Feb. 23rd, 2005|03:24 pm]

well.....its been a while, i have tryed and tryed, but it just wont go away, i want to just accpet it, but i am scared...not for my health, but of hurting others. but it is and still and ALWAYS will be...a part of me
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Sorry [Aug. 29th, 2004|06:04 am]

[mood |draineddrained]

I feel that since no one post here, that I should delete this community. I just haven't had the time or energy to keep up with it...And honestly there isn't much to keep up with.
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Why? [Jul. 22nd, 2004|01:58 pm]

[mood |aggravatedaggravated]

Why are all of the pro ana/mia sites being shut down? This is really starting to piss me off. What I don't understand is that there can be all of these sites for Atkins and south beach...Why not a way for ana/mia's to not recover yet stay alive?! Oh and for LA Weight Loss where they even quote "nothing taste as good as being skinny!".

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(no subject) [Jul. 18th, 2004|03:17 pm]

nice kate.. real nice.
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Yuck [Jul. 2nd, 2004|11:00 pm]

[mood |uncomfortableweak]
[songs of the sinful |"Coma White"+Marilyn Manson]

I broke a rule... I haven't drank enough water and am now suffering the consequences of dehydration...
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Starting Tuesday [Jun. 29th, 2004|08:08 pm]

[mood |determineddetermined]
[songs of the sinful |Marilyn Manson+ "Great Big White World"]

Tuesday-Friday 400 calorie MAX! Burning 800 each day.

Saturday-Monday 800 calorie MAX! Burning 800 each day.

These might vary depending on where I am staying.

Goal: TO lose as much as possible by August 1st.

Who's in?
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Triggered? [Jun. 26th, 2004|09:05 pm]

[mood |curiouscurious]

Does the olympics trigger anyone here?
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im new.. [Jun. 26th, 2004|02:24 pm]

[mood |dirtydirty]
[songs of the sinful |the used .. greener with the scenery]

hey, im new.. woo. lol yeah anyway, i just made this journal cuz i have stuff that i rally want sumone to be able to talk with about but cant let any of my friends know. found this community thought it might work for me to join? id been doing decent for a while but i think im going down.. i just feel so blahh all the time, i know it makes me hard to be around and it makes it hard to do 'good' but yeah thats all for know. hope i can find some support here. :]
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(no subject) [Jun. 24th, 2004|02:42 am]

[mood |happyhappy]


I have not eaten in four days1 Good.. the best part is, I haven't been hungry at all.. weird.

On Tuesday, I downed like.. 16 pills.. got dizzy.. couldn't stand..passed out.. woke up, and threw up!

*Shrugz* Makes me want to take more pills, just so I can throw up.. *Shrugz* Ah wells.

My Mother, was like 'You've Lost a lot of weight'


Then she's like 'What have you eaten today..?'

I named food!

Finally, it's leaving!
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(no subject) [Jun. 22nd, 2004|04:08 pm]
[mood |awakeawake]


I just joined this community. I've been ana for a few years now. I used to purge, but I barely do it anymore because it was getting hard to keep a secret. I don't want to recover by any means. I can't stand being fat, and I can barely stand food itself. Everything about it disgusts me.

Anyways, I just wanted to introduce myself.
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